My Love Tank
Author: Unknown
•Sunday, July 26, 2015

Patience...

I'm running out of it lately.
I'm loosing my temper and easily got irritated.
Yeah, I know, my LOVE TANK was almost EMPTY.

Note: photo was not mine..just used this for illustration.
Within you is a Love Tank. And your Love Tank has a faucet. The only way for love to flow out of that faucet is if your Love Tank is full. If you don’t receive love, you won’t be able to give love. You can’t give what you don’t have. You can’t love anyone if you don’t love yourself. You can’t even love God if you don’t love yourself. ~Bo Sanchez

Yes, maybe because I was giving love to anybody.
Trying to understand each and everyone so they can feel my love and support. Now, I'm almost empty because of giving. I give...give...give...and no return. Yes, at some point though I know it is wrong to expect a return sometimes I can't help it. Gosh! I am only human. I stumble and fall. Despite the fact that I am practicing to apply all the teaching that I read and heard. 

But allow me to share what my mentor Bo Sanchez said.

“Only God’s love can fulfill your deepest needs. Don’t get from others what you can only get from God”

"Stop looking for your happiness from other people. Not from a boyfriend or girlfriend or husband or wife or parent or friend or leader. Go to Jesus…Jesus accepts you without condition, and celebrates you without condition"

“Be the grace-filled person. And when you do this, trust that God will find a way to reward you outside the existing system…Trust in grace. Do the right thing and you don’t have to chase after grace. Grace will chase after you.”

WOW!!! Maybe I just need to rest.
Recharge and refill my love tank into the loving arms of my God.

Have a blessed day...


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Do Not Worry Laugh With God Today
Author: Unknown
•Tuesday, July 14, 2015


 It's funny that my online banking transaction today was successful after many times of invalid attempt last week which was lead me to frustration. 
That time I imagine the interest that will be added to my bills if I cannot pay on time. Really, it gives me a headache. All my plan was acting against me and I become irritated.
Plus the people around me which taking my patience. I'm pissed off.

 It's so hard to laugh specially when things were not going according to our plan.
We worry and we become blind to see the other blessings that God was giving us.
We forget the bible verse 

Matthew 6:25

25 “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life
28 “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


Then I begin to thank God for simple things that I take for granted that week.
- I had a great laugh watching movie with friends last Monday.
- There is what they call Karma at Tuesday. haha! Someone reminds me about Karma at work.
- I had a rest day at Wednesday and cook some food.
- A blessed Bible Study at Thursday
- I had a friend who drive me to market that Friday despite of the typhoon.
- Sharing some laugh with my co-worker and boss at Saturday morning 
- Sleep-over with friends at Sunday night.
See..God was giving our life some spice but sometimes we take that for granted specially those small things that was presented to us. A smile of a stranger that brighten our day. A cool breeze of the wind that relieved our tiredness. The blossom of wild flower in the neighbor. A simple hug of a friend who are giving us courage...etc. etc...

 Worrying just stop us from enjoying the good one.
Do Not Worry Laugh With God Today!

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Lord, Teach Me To Love You
Author: Unknown
•Thursday, July 02, 2015

After attending a bible study the thought that linger to me is to pray,

"Lord, teach me to love you".

Nowadays it so easy to say I love God, I love Jesus but do we really love Him?


I mean the real essence of love.

And it came to me that I never included that phrase to my prayer. Honestly it never was.

And if God will ask me the question
"Do You Love Me?"



Maybe I cannot easily answer the question.
Because I know deep within me there is still selfishness.
Yes, I pray, but mostly for myself, for my families, friends.

I never prayed "How can I love you, Lord?", "Teach me to love you, Lord"

 And recently I watched this video coming from facebook that somehow describe me.

 Buti na lang talaga mabait si God. Must watch!



Simple Animation that will touch your heart, nakakaiyak talaga 'to.. ganda ng message ni God sa atin.
Posted by Vice Ganda. on Monday, August 11, 2014

And from now on I will include that to my prayer. "Lord, teach me to love you."

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Reason, Season, or Lifetime
Author: Unknown
•Wednesday, June 24, 2015


I never thought it would be so soon..the parting ways
Though I am used to in saying goodbye I always have this feeling of being emotional when someone is leaving specially if this person become a friend of mine.
Then I remember again this poem

Reason, Season, or Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

— Unknown

Thank you my friend for the friendship.
Thank you for assisting me in times of difficulty specially in work.
For making the first year of my working days bearable when I want to give up.
For always asking me if I am OK when I'm about to cry.
For making our life easy in Hyper Team.
Surely I will miss you.
I will miss your smile. I will miss your laugh specially when your having fun with us.
It will never be the same again in Hyper Team without you my friend...huhuhuhu!!
I wish you happiness as you continue your journey.
May God always bless you and answer your prayer.
I will pray to God to send you a wife that will love you and never leave you no matter what till the day you die.
And I hope God will give you your wish..a baby girl..haha!

Good luck my friend! Till then...



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Leaving My Comfort Zone
Author: Unknown
•Saturday, March 28, 2015

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.


—Mark Twain
Maybe it is one of the reason why I leave my comfort zone. I don't want to grow old thinking why I didn't take the risk. I don't want the word "WHAT IF.." hunt me for the rest of my life.

 I feel left behind whenever I see my former classmates and friends in Facebook travelling or working outside the country.
They've been in a cozy place eating and drinking mouth watering food, taking pictures with one of the top destination in town while me was just sitting in my desk and doing nothing except to wonder "When will I experience this one?"
Everyday I loose appetite in my daily routine and said its not working anymore.
I work as a Report Analyst on one of the top BPO company in the Philippines.
Read concern, generate and send the reports, surf the net, watch movie, chitchat with my office mate - this are the routine in the office that I do for almost six years since 2008.
I feel I was not growing anymore. I feel stagnant.  

 Finally 2014 I have the guts to move on. I said to myself this is it. I want to discover something new. I want to know if I can so I start to process my paper going to Taiwan.
Presto! I did it!

Leaving one's comfort zone is like rotating you're life 180 degree from the point of origin.
You don't know what lies ahead but you still continue to pursue.
And cliche as it may sound this is the phrase you will used to those people who tried to stop you from leaving, "I just cross the bridge when I get there" (sounds familiar? hahaha!)
All you have in mind is a fresh start.
All you want to do is GO!
You will not mind other people's advice that working in another country is seems too good to be true.
Then here you are. You finally arrived in a foreign land.
From familiar to unfamiliar starting from the people whom you've known for so long to the totally complete stranger that you don't even know existed.
You finally met your new colleagues, your new house, new work.
At first I was so enthusiast to know everything. But after a month of two I  learn the lesson
There is no better place like HOME - no matter how happy or successful you are at the end of the day you want to go HOME. You started to miss the conversation between your Dad and Mom. You finally miss your brother, sister, nephew, nieces and friends that cyber technology cannot fill.
You cannot please everybody  - there are one or two person that will become the bane of your existence in one place. That no matter how good you are they just don't like you. Period!


 There are no turning back - the moment you signed that resignation letter it means END.
Then you started to miss the old stuff you are doing in your office but you cannot go back because you already signed a new contract, a new work. 
Then you realized that not all the photo you've envy before said it all. Not all the smile in the photo means you are happy, sometimes it just a mask to hide what you really feel miles away.
and lastly your greatest enemy is not other people but you YOURSELF. You will never be contented.

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